Letting go....

I have some stuff going on in my life, that I'm not going to get into at this moment. Regardless, I've reached a point where I've realized I need to let go of the situation; and let it take whatever course it's going to take. This is a hard enough accomplishment by itself, let alone the fact that I have control issues makes it a billion times harder. All I can do is stand helplessly to the side and hope for the best. The upside of it is, I'm about to set off on this trip, which will be a welcome distraction. And letting go is allowing me to pursue things that have recently come up that I wouldn't have felt the freedom to pursue if I was still holding on. I just hope everything doesn't hurt to much in the whole process.